I don't know what to do. I'm so scared, so alone. You feel quite empty when you feel all alone. I would turn to Taylor and Mary if I could, but I can't. They are going through a rough time together. They are always fighting about who gets custody of me over the summer. I feel like everything is my fault. Do you ever feel like this, Diary? I know you can't talk, but I know you "feel". Anyways, nothing is worse than being torn between two worlds. I love both of them, and I don't want to lose either of them... but I know I'll have to choose.
I just feel so lost.
...and horny as Hell.